Day nine

Good morning you two. So today is Sunday 10/17/10. Two days after surgery on my throat. Today is not any better than it was when I woke up from surgery. I am a little nervous not having a voice, and very frustrated.
Nervous because I know I am going to have to talk in the next couple of days to Ross and find out about the job. I don't want it to affect my chances of getting the job. I feel really good about the chances and think they are going to hire me. If that happens it is going to be great for you two and mom. It would be basically and 8 to 5 job Monday through Friday. My whole working life I have been trying to reach that point and I am so close. It would be so great to have a consistant schedule and know the days off I will have so we can plan stuff as a family and do things that everyone else does. Enjoy holidays like they are meant to be enjoyed and all that good stuff. I really got my fingers crossed.
Frustrated because it is so hard to communicate with Grandma and Grandpa and Mommy. I hate when they ask me questions that require more than just a head nod. I hate when they act like I am deaf too. I can hear just fine, I just cant talk. To their defense I know it is very frustrating for them too. They get frustrated when they don't know what I want or expect or am thinking, etc etc.
I am so grateful that Grandma and Grandpa come out to help every time I go through this. It help Mommy and me so much. And besides the help, it is just fun to have them around. Booger, I think you are really noticing that now. I can't wait for you both to be at the age where you get really excited to see them. I remember when I was a kid and your uncle Jared and I would be excited to see our grandparents.
We used to have all kinds of fun going to Grandma Lilje's house and always swimming in her pool. Those are some great memories for me. Grandma and Grandpa Daly's house was fun too. They lived on a few acre's. We used to be able to ride our bikes everywhere, climb trees, catch lizards, shoot BB guns, go fishing. It was a lot of fun and I know you two are going to have as much fun with all of your Grandparents.
Love you both. Dad.